For everyone

For you,

I Could pretend like I was happy when I was sad.

Pretend like I was strong when I was hurt.

I wish love was perfect as love itself.

I wish all my weaknesses could be hidden.

In a dream that can’t come true.

I’m so sick of this.

I wanna be a good girl.

I almost gave up this world.

I tried changed everything.

But the more I do it,
the more I dont know me.

Who are you?

I forgot.

I became quite unsure of who I was.

Try babbling into the mirror,

who the heck are you?

Why are you so sad?

I don’t know.

//Smile.

Look at me,
even I gave up on myself,

Even you can’t understand me.

You say I’m unfamiliar, 
so I changed into the one you used to like.

You say I’m not myself which you knew well.

Which one is me?